Monday, October 16, 2006

Mmm

Woke up at 5:45 am, 15 minutes before my alarm goes off, got straight out of bed and drove to the QT I don't work at to get a cup of Banana Foster's cappucino, very delicious.
Drove home, threw my clothes in the dryer to get them unwrinkled and I'm about to take a shower before I normally even get out of bed..
The point being, good morning.
I feel like a normal person..
I feel... good.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

Updates and whatnot

So, I haven't posted in ages.. mostly because, I don't post when I'm happy.
It's how I am, when I'm happy I do things and I don't get that overwhelming all consuming drive to pour my heart out. I don't know why, but happiness just doesn't consume me like depression does.
I suppose it's a good thing.
Things are going good, I think I'm gaining ground in the battle for happiness and inner peace and all that fun stuff.
I'm tryign my hardest to stop my habit of forming intense relationships with people, sucking them of all their emotions, and leaving. Really, that's what I do.
I need to prod Ross into posting because I love him and miss him.