Something I thought I should clarify...
No matter how much I talk about my past, or how much I talk of how it still pains me.. I don't consider myself a victim.
I was thinking about self-pity the other night, and I wanted to clarify that.
I was a victim, when I was a child.. of my mother's rage and father's neglect. But.. once I reached about 15, I took control of my own life.
I grew up pretty damn fast when my brother died, since my parents entirely left me on my own.
Since then, I've been almost entirely in charge of my own life, andI don't think I'm a victim.