What would you do if two people you respected were screaming at you to do opposite things? Both insist that you will fail AGAIN if you don't listen.. Both say the other is wrong. The factions in my head are doing that.. they're screaming.. screaming at me to follow them. I don't know which is right.. How do I know which to follow, and how do I get the other to stop screaming?
SCREAMING.
Constantly...
God.. I'm so afraid.. I'm trembling.
I can't control the switching.. I can't control the onslaught.