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Because I have no one to talk to most of the time, I think to myself more often. When I think to myself, it's kind of like talking.. I think that's why I say we sometimes, because it almost feels like I'm not alone sometimes. This doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me, but whatever.. I had the thoughts while I was stoned, and I probably would've done a better job of writing them down then. I'm feeling suicidal again.. life feels like it has no meaning anymore.