too early

I must say.. not thinking about things has helped a little.
or maybe it's just that I have things to distract me.
one of the people I contacted about sharing an apartment with asked me if I was looking to hook-up.. kind of annoying. I was just thinking, I really don't think I could be in another relationship, at least not for a long time.. I mean, I'm still hurting over Mandie, and being with someone else would only make me think about her more. Plus, I'm really not sure I want to trust someone ever again.
I know a lot of people say that after the end of a close relationship, but I'm serious. Losing someone I'm really close to is always a huge fear of mine.. I lost Tyler, Mom, and now Mandie. I'm tired of losing people..