hum

I think I might be losing weight.. the pants that I bought a year ago are falling off me a little.. which is actually slightly irritating. I can't walk upstairs with my hands full or my pants will fall down.
Also.. I can't eat much at all anymore. I finally went grocery shopping, and got a few extra things.
One of them was ovaltine.. so I made myself a glass.. I drank half of it (8 ounces) then refilled it and drank another 8 ounces.. then I made two small tortillas with cheese and headed upstairs.
I can't even finish one tortilla.. I'm so so full. I actually feel sick.. after 16 ounces of milk.
It's irritating because I don't like to waste food.. I'll just make less next time.
Still, is that normal?
I think it's cause of the depression... I just didn't eat much at all for a while and my stomach got smaller or something.
I got some healthy little snacks.. so that I can eat often. I got yogurt and salad stuffs..
It's just hard to take care of myself... I just don't care.
I know I can't stay inside and cry all the time.. I know I can't just let this overwhelm me... but it's all I feel.. sadness..