I'm hopeslessly addicted to the vampire book series that Deb got me started on..
I just reached a part, and it really made me smile. She said that losing Bill (her vampire boyfriend) was worse than losing her parents and grandmother to death.. one of the reasons being that they didn't choose to go.
How true..

Okay, so she finds out that Bill left for a few days adn while he was out became hopelessly enthralled with an old vampire lover.. She has been sititng around for days crying and worrying about him, to find out he was off fucking someone else. And she's still concerned about his life.
I would be, in the sense of "I want to watch him die."
Seriously, if I was Sookie, my one request for doing his dirty work would be that he would kill Bill (haha, I loved reading those words together) and I would get to watch, making sure that he knew that I had set it up. I would want him to see me watching him, knowing damn well that both of us knew he was about to die. That might satiate my vengeance...
Maybe it's just the scorpio in me.