I maintain this pathetic hope that I'll get an e-mail from her... it's so sad. I scold myself for it thoroughly..
I've managed to keep from e-mailing her.. and I disabled text messages on my phone, so I won't be able to try that anymore. Which is a good thing.

I hope, quite often, that she misses me.. I've been thinking about it a lot lately.
I decided the most likely truth is that she has realized that I wasn't worth her time and is now enjoying her life and laughing at the thought that I'm being so pathetic and lonely over her.

I think she knows that there's a side of me that hates her strongly... and I think she probably finds that amusing too.
I think that I should think about her less, but I'm running low on things to occupy my time.
I beat Jade Empire, KOTOR II, and finished all the currently published books in the Dead series.

Man I hope Sookie ends up with Eric..