I came to a realization a week or so ago.. Deborah really is my best friend.
I've never appreciated her enough because I've always been obsessed with Mandie..
but lately, I've seen it more and more clearly.
Tonight, Mandie bailed on me.. This weekend Mandie and I fought and she had said that she wasn't going to be helping me with my Carrollton route anymore.. after having told me only days before that she would be doing both my Carrollton route and my Plano route with me... Well, I wasn't sure if she was just angry or if she really meant it.. I couldn't call her because she broke her cell phone and didn't bother to give me the new number, and Rob was already pissed at me so I didn't want to call him or her house. So I waited and asked her at work, and she said that she meant it, but she would go with me that night since I didn't have anyone else.. Well I called Dawn's son Joe that night and he agreed to do the plano half with me for $10 a night. Mandie assumed that he would be helping me that night, but I said he dind't have to since he had to go to get his driver's license in the morning.. at the end of the night mandie goes to leave and I say "Wait, aren't you coming with me?" She tells me she thought I had Joe, I tell her I don't. She says that she gave me plenty of warning, and decides not to help me, after saying that she knew that it would upset me. I called Deb in tears, who had school the next morning.. and after hearing me on the phone she agreed to come without hesitation.
When I needed her, she was there right away. I told my dad and he said "Ohh.. she's such a sweet girl."
He has gone from seeing Mandie as a person I was fighting with to seeing her as a selfish bitch because of everything she has been putting me through. I'm trying real hard to pull myself away from Mandie, I don't know how well I'm doing... not very I think