So, Deb asked me if I was mad at her and I lied like the coward I am.. but that's because I don't think that my anger should've been adressed in that situation.
I knew I would get over it, and I knew it wasn't worth causing trouble over.
Mandie was supposed to call me when she got out of the shower and that was 30 minutes ago..
I know, it's not her job to be my support.. but the further into november it gets, the harder it gets. I'll hit my peak around the 13th and I'll just be a wreck until the 21st probably.. Then I'll be good until Christmas time.. I really don't want to be alone right now..
I'm going to lay down and cry