alone

I was driving, coming down from being pretty high, and I was thinking..
How I was just starting to feel like maybe it was okay to trust someone, maybe it was okay to tell them how you really feel, instead of just wearing that mask.
When I get really upset my first thought it always of how we used to be so close and she'd hug me and tell me she was worried about me. It felt nice, warm inside, to have someone WORRY about me... Like I was actually worth something to someone, and maybe someone could be there for me when I needed it. I felt like maybe there were things to look foward to in life.. That's what I thought, I lulled myself into the false sense of security that someone would actually be there for me.
That was my mistake.
People always leave.
Always.
Alone.