You think I'd learn by now...
I hate myself.. I hate myself for being so damn stupid. I've been so depressed tonight, and dad mentioned going and getting some food. Being a moron I assumed he wanted me to come too.. He mentioned he was leaving and I said I'd leave in a few minutes and he was surprised. He told me he'd prefer to go eat alone...
I didn't want to get to tears, I didn't. I was trying... but even my father isn't here.
We were talking and I was starting to feel better, thinking about us working on crossword puzzles together earlier, thinking it would be better when I started talking to him.
Why am I so stupid?
People won't be there in the end, that is ALWAYS the case.
posted by Michelle @ 12:00 AM
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1 Comments:
As a daughter, it is fair to assume that you're father should always enjoy your company and want to do things with you when you're up for it. There is nothing wrong with making that assumption. If you're father really said that he would rather eat alone, he is the one that looks like an ass and has egg on his face.
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